Wednesday, June 27, 2007
There are so many things that I never get around to saying...
It seems that I have no time to even think clearly these days. Much of my time is spent at medical appointments, seeking information, consulting others as to their experiences and disseminating information.
Suffice to say, the occasions when I stop and watch a sunrise momentarily, feel the warmth on my skin, breathe clean air and just stop, reflect... well they're few and far between.
Just finding the will to keep going, a reason, justifying the effort to myself is so hard, but for now, I have succeeded another day.
Who knows how long I can keep going though, it is a mystery, as yet an unwritten chapter.
Day by day, moment by moment, each passing second is unique.
Have my perceptions changed?
Surprisingly, not really. I am less tolerant than I was though, and I question this as this is fundamental to my values system, but I have less patience all round really.
Life in pain can do this, not to say I don't smile and laugh, or that my sarcasm has wilted, no no no, still loud and proud and sarcy, but less tolerant all round.
beyond this world there is a world I want
wiigii ciao
It seems that I have no time to even think clearly these days. Much of my time is spent at medical appointments, seeking information, consulting others as to their experiences and disseminating information.
Suffice to say, the occasions when I stop and watch a sunrise momentarily, feel the warmth on my skin, breathe clean air and just stop, reflect... well they're few and far between.
Just finding the will to keep going, a reason, justifying the effort to myself is so hard, but for now, I have succeeded another day.
Who knows how long I can keep going though, it is a mystery, as yet an unwritten chapter.
Day by day, moment by moment, each passing second is unique.
Have my perceptions changed?
Surprisingly, not really. I am less tolerant than I was though, and I question this as this is fundamental to my values system, but I have less patience all round really.
Life in pain can do this, not to say I don't smile and laugh, or that my sarcasm has wilted, no no no, still loud and proud and sarcy, but less tolerant all round.
beyond this world there is a world I want
wiigii ciao
Labels: beyond this world, harden the fuck up, head injury, pain, tolerance
Friday, June 15, 2007
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